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@PHuenermund I used to redo the same thing over and over while doing calculus, because I was afraid to make a mistake I had to solve a small math problem today, and when this old habit what about to kickstart I just sat and considered if I really needed to redo this specific calculus
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@PHuenermund First time I ever did that, taking the time to really assess the likelihood I did a mistake And then it clicked: I realized a couple of months ago I had a severe impostor syndrome for year, and everything made sense
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@PHuenermund I wasn’t redoing my calculus because I suspected a mistake was there, but because I was afraid somebody would "find the truth" that I’m not good at math or something I’m no mathematician, but I can do a decent job (and probably better now that I won’t waste my time…
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@PHuenermund … redoing calculus I don’t need to over and over again)
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@PHuenermund So let’s say I found out because of both luck and of a larger trend in my life these days